Today was the way first days of school typically are.

This morning in my bathroom I pinned up my fringe and looked at myself into the mirror and thought to myself, "It's back to the ugly days."

Duty in the morning, things were kind of disorganised. Met our new Form Teachers (namely Mr Fong and Mr Tan). Nominated class monitors and monitresses. I WAS BLATANTLY SNUBBED BY MR FONG WHEN I TRIED TO NOMINATE CHEEYUAN.

Mr Fong: Anymore nominations?
Me: CHEEYUAN! CHEEYUAN!
Mr Fong: -turns around to look at me- Huh?
Me: LET CHEEYUAN BE MONITOR!!
Mr Fong: What? -scrunches up his face in a mock I-can't-hear-you expression, turns and walks away-

Now our monitor's Kenny. The first time he shouted "Class stand!", Sally and I turned to see him smiling smugly to himself, he even said something like "Wa, 爽 ~"

Lessons, homework, then tuition. And then I got home. Did some of my homework.

I am now messaging TLZ.

Lizheng: Lol.you scared what?we also never rape girls.lol.i mostly never participate so much de.
Me: I where got scared or what. Whoever tries to rape me will have no Fathers' Day. Kick him in the balls man.

I should learn to not let one small thing destroy my day, it's not worth it. =) But this feels so terribly difficult to do.

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why
I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

HIATUS!




No more posts until I learn to be happy for 7 days straight. =)