All My Bells Are Ringing
Lenka

Mistletoe and holly
Deck the halls
But you don't come around
And you don't call

Well it's just like the season to be lonely
And my heart is beating for you only

Take my heart this Christmas
And wrap it in a ribbon and a bow
Yes take my heart this Christmas
Take it wherever you go

Everybody has someone to hold
Nestle by the fire from the cold

But I don't hear the carols, they are singing
And I've only got one thing good for giving

Take my heart this Christmas
And wrap it in a ribbon and a bow
Yes take my heart this Christmas
Take it wherever you go

All my bells are ringing just for you
And I got no desire for someone new

Take my heart this Christmas
And wrap it in a ribbon and a bow
Yes take my heart this Christmas
Take it wherever you go
Take it wherever you go


I know Christmas is over, it's been 6 days, yes. But this song is nice, it fits my mood. And I haven't exactly done everything on my to-do list in the previous post yet. I just cannot resist the temptation to rant. I am feeling so depresseddddddddd. So much for not posting anything depressing here.

This holiday has not only been fattening, but partly depressing as well.

Today's the last day of the year, and I'm so not looking forward to the next year. Or rather, I am looking forward to all the things I can do in the following year, but something from this year is pulling me back from gleefully skipping into the new year. Stupid, right?

I haven't done my New Year Resolutions. I am usually very enthusiastic about the hopes and possibilities a new year has to offer. But this time I just don't feel like into moving onto something new when there's so much unresolved, you know? This sucks.

Lenka songs are so sad (some of them). Hearing some of them makes me feel like crying. Ridiculous. I swear this will be the last sad post on this blog.


Happy New Year! To all the people who are happy. As for those who are writhing in loneliness like I am (or writhing in pain like Cheeyuan is, since he just got his braces on), have a very stupid new year. Blah

Labels: ramblings

A few things for this post. (I foresee that this post will be a rather long one.)

First of all,

NOTE TO SELF:

HI THERE!
WHY ARE YOU ON 123HAGAO.BLOGSPOT.COM? PLEASE STOP WASTING YOUR TIME PROCRASTINATING AND GET ALL YOUR CRAP DONE.

A very vague and not-so-subtle reminder of the list of things you are to complete before you are allowed to click on the "New Post" button again:

1. Prefects

Orientation tee orders

List of OLs leaving to be excused from class

List of other CCAs helping out for Orientation

Banner design

Ask Gabbie if she can help with the banner

Make sure Sean gets the banner cloth sewn together

2. Homework

Chemistry worksheets

Chinese homework

Photocopy English worksheets

Start studying for Physics

Get AceLearning homework from someone

3. Miscellaneous

Buy school books, pencil case, new file(s), stationery, etc

Buy new rubberbands, pins

Pay phone bill

Get allowance for January

Big wardrobe clearout session with LIM HUI NING

Clear out desk

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Today I went out with some great people! I had a wonderful day (though something besides my load of undone work is bugging me now. Will bring that up again later).

I went out with:


From L to R:
Tessa Nai, Koh HS and Lee Hua Ting.

Sometimes I feel quite bad cos everytime we go out we'll always suan HS like mad HAHA. I am so sorry :) I do mean it. (The apology, I mean.)

And also:


Cheryl Lim PJ!

I met HS at the bus stop near her house and we took a bus down to Far East Plaza. We reached Far East Plaza at 11.30 AM (which is way too early, most of the shops weren't even open yet) and met up with the others. Walked around, talked, ate, etc. It was fun.

We headed over to 313@Somerset. It's totally awesomeeeeee so much to look at over there. Especially at Forever 21, it's so much better than the other branches. First of all, it's bigger (4 floors!). Also, the things get more affordable as you make your way up. (Still, I don't understand how a skirt - an ugly one at that - can cost the same as a nice dress. Both were $40, in case you were wondering.) Funniest of all, we came to the really small section of the shop that was displaying lingerie. It was hysterical. There were some ugly bras there sold for $31. Can you believe it? There were shiny/decorative stones embellished all over them. It's damn damn damn ugly. And for $31. Goud. We kept laughing at the bras. Also there were some that were lacy and had a leopard print design - sold for $13. No doubt an attempt to make the wearer look or feel provocative/exotic. It's nothing short of ridiculous, though. Seeing that, um, unique design, Ris Low references started flying all over the air automatically.

I saw the skirt that I almost bought from the F21 US website. It was there on the racks, and guess what was the price indicated on the price tag? $19!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so going to buy it when I go back there next year with Tessa. Yayyyyyyyyy

Oh before we went to Forever 21, there was a year-end sale at Cotton On. That was where they took the photo (the one where they were wearing the sunglasses). We also went to Action City. Somehow, though it is smaller in size to its JP counterpart, it features some products which appeal more to me. It is just so.. cute. (Sounds very bimbotic but I just can't find a better adjective to use.)

My shoes were killing me so I bought a pair of flats at Uniqlo. It's an ugly pair but it's the nicest design out of the other ugly pairs of slippers available at the store.


At Action City. There were playing with something. A mini whack-a-mole machine, which can be purchased there.


We went to a mobile shop. There were phones on display and this one was on so people could try and use it. This is what I typed in a message. I left it there so the next person who tries to use it will see it HAHAHA.



Cheryl. I had to camp outside her cubicle in the toilet to take this photo. Seriously.






On the phone with HT cos she ran off somewhere.


Saw this outside Ngee Ann City. You probably can't see it but it spells out 'Live Laugh Love'. Which I find nice, although it's something cliché.

After 313@Somerset we went to Orchard Central and roamed around the compound aimlessly. We looked at a lot of stuff but didn't buy anything. After Orchard Central we went back to Takashimaya to get some stuff to eat. After that, separated from Cheryl and HT. Went back to Far East Plaza with Tessa and HS. After ages of walking I bought a top and a pair of flats. They were forced to march around the place with me, how mean of me haha :) Sorry!

After that, took a bus home with HS, while Tessa went to meet her sisters.


I had a wonderful day. Until I saw something just now that screwed up my mood a little. Stupid. Okay don't feel like talking about it. Bye!

Labels: outings, ramblings

I like this photo. Cos everyone looks cool in this photo. (With the exception of Yongxiang. HAHAHAHAHAHA okay not funny)


Here's a song for someone.

The Reason
Hoobastank

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

I love you... steel. LOL.

:)

Merry Christmas!

I'm growing uglier.


BYE.

YONGLAY: Hello! Tagged.
Hello!

Sally: ANOTHER INDIAN SONG?!?!?!?!
YA LOL.

cheowyi: Cheeyuan was rather emo when I first got to know him. HAHAHAHAHHAA. NICEEEEE
HAHA ye he like always also like that. Yesterday he was reading some 见不得光的书 with Kenny in the library.

KahShin: HELLOS ! :D
Hi Kah Shin! "My favourite alphabet J eremy Lam". LOL.

god: lol, i am nt a noob dog!
Ya okay HAHA. God of Chocolates.

Gabbie: Heyyou. Hi (: LOL.
YO AHBI! :D

ken': Porc = Pork = Pig la, LOL
lizheng: eh!WHATS A PORC!
I am trying to remember the Cantonese phrases we learnt so we can use them next year LOL.

Can somebody explain to me
Why everybody is trying to be
Living like a celebrity
Doing what they see on MTV
Ice is cool, but I'm looking for more
Simple things is what my heart beats for

Cos that's me, I don't ask for much
Baby, having you is enough

Haha I keep listening to this song. It's just catchyyyy but sounds like an Indian song LOL.

I'm so happy today, cos I just bought my new school shoes. I'm gonna stow them somewhere till school reopens, if my mum sees them I'm so dead. I love my new shoes!! They are my source of happiness for today. Yayyyyyyyyy

Was like feeling sooooooooo... Upset last night. But I talked to the GOD OF CHOCOLATES and it was betterrrrrrrrrrrr. HAHAHA. Iono maybe it just feels better knowing that someone's feeling just like you are. Like someone knows how you feel, not just claiming to know it but really understanding it. Does this sound very sadistic? In any case, 谢谢你, noob dog. LOL.

Someone told me today I looked like I gained weight. I looked in the mirror and felt/looked fatter. THANKS. (No sarcasm.) I am so going to go exercise now.

But before that.. I'm going for the X'mas Party now. Bye 8)

Labels: ramblings

Watching some World's Most Amazing Videos thing in Jiting/Jikai's room now. Omfg it's damn scary. There was this guy that tried to do a back flip from off a vending machine. He hit his feet first, then knees, then he went face down. What the hell, then he broke like don't-know-what-else and got a concussion. His nose was bleeding, he was muttering "I told you I was gonna regret it" and it's just really freaky in general. I used to want to get knocked down by a car just to experience how it feels like (as stupid as this sounds) but now I don't want this to happen because it is really freaky.

Am going back tomorrow.

The guys (Jiting, Jikai, Lionel, Jianzhe, Kengyi, Keng Munn) are screaming/shouting in the beds now cos they got freaked out HAHAHA. On the TV screen, some guy just jumped off a building or something. I'VE NO IDEA HOW KAH SHIN CAN BE TOTALLY OBLIVIOUS TO THEIR CRIES, AND SHE'S STILL USING JIANZHE'S LAPTOP.

Yesterday was fun - I went to Kah Shin's room at night. Read out SOMEONE's blog and it was mad funny. Kah Shin showed me the blog. Lol she's damn evil. We kept laughing at the blog writer and I kept reading out lines of the blogs melodramatically.

Am going back tomorrow (lol just realised it's the second time I'm saying this) and my 2 cups of maggie mee are in Kah Shin's room.

Sidetrack: OMGOMGOMOGMGOMG WTF BRITTANY MURPHY DIED?!?!?!?! LIKE, YESTERDAY??? I DIDN'T KNOW OMG ): She's like one of my favourite actresses. Not in top 10, but still. This is horrible ): I have only seen her in Uptown Girls, along with Dakota Fanning. SADDDDDDDD. She's only 32, ):


Song I Like #2

Undiscovered - Ashlee Simpson

Sad song! Haha. It was omnipresent in my life when I was in Sec 1. No idea why.

I don't really know what to say about this song because I am too distracted/stunned by the fact that Brittany Murphy, whom I've just seen on my portable DVD screen only a few months back spinning around as Molly Gunn in Uptown Girls, is now dead and probably lying in a coffin.

Labels: ramblings, songs i like, trips

Thanks to everyone who remembered my birthday :)


Next time, I am so not going to post a birthday wishlist on my blog. I mean I do want the stuff but whenever I do get the stuff I want I'm embarrassed/guilty.

谢谢你大哥 (Weili) and 小妹 (Samuel)!!!!

Garghzxz the room so noisy cos everyone's gaming. Okay that aside:

Special commendation for Weili and Samuel - for gatecrashing Fuhua and lying to the security guard lol???? Weili told the guard that he's P6 which is like so unbelievable cos he's so tall! -_- LOL.

I am so tired nao so I'm lazy to continuezxzxzxz gah.


Also...


HARD ROCK HOTEL FTW. (\/)

In Tingting's room nao LOL. With Keng Munn, Kengyi, Lim Bin, Jikai, Jiting, Lionel, Jianzhe, Kah Shin and Jiim (yeah his name has two 'i's lol). Everyone's either playing DoTA or Daidi O: Sian ah! Jianzhe using hairband now LOLOL. I swear by the end of this trip I will get a photo of that man.

Finally, thanks again to everyone who remembered about my birthday. :) I appreciate it.

Stages of My Birthday

Stage 1:
1 month before birthday - relatively excited! Starts rambling crap about presents.

Stage 2:
3 weeks before birthday - excitement increases. Officially starts acting 不要脸, proceeds to post birthday wishlist on blog.

Stage 3:
1 week before birthday - starts to feel bored/jaded. Nervous, even. Don't really feel like celebrating my birthday already.

Stage 4:
3 days before birthday - wants presents but doesn't feel like celebrating.

Stage 5:
Day of birthday - doesn't know what to do. A bit no mood to celebrate.

And I've realised this happens EVERY YEAR. Like last year I stayed at home and rotted lol :X This year was fun though.


Will post again in a while.


P/S LIZHENG IS A PORC. Evidence:

Lizheng: LOL shhhh
must be waiting for ppl to wish u happy belated birthday right? haha
Me: no la SIAO LOL

Labels: ramblings, trips

TIRED TIRED TIRED I didn't even do anything today. Hate this weather.

Am going off tomorrow bye!

Replies.

ken': Bonjour! Haha, qui est-il que vous aimez ?
Act french la you LOL! You used the online translator right! J'aime… PORCS

Kai Li: HAHA, how you managed to find my blog? :o Taggs ^^
Haha through links.

Gabbie: Yeah, everyone sees sadness in my eyes!!! D:
Of course~ Blame Greg for starting the phrase.

rachelng!: heyhey, your tuition buddy here! Have you done your homeworks? HAHA, i've not! :X
Nope! HAHA. Seeya next year.

zhixian: zhixian likes the anti-cheena post HAHAHA :D
lizheng: lols.anti cheenaist!
:D

Est-ce que tu savais que je t'aime?

Tu me fais me sentir vivant, you made me feel alive.


*


Oh it's raining now, cool :) Am gonna sleep soon cos it's been eons since I've slept in weather like this. The perfect weather for sleeping.

Lately my dreams have either been sad or crap.


One sad dream:

Dreamt of the apocalypse in TW. I didn't tell anybody [except for one UNIMPORTANT person (read: Wong Hai Song)] what it was about specifically. And I told him cos I was rambling on, in a bad mood. I regret it even though it does not make a difference. But it just felt personal, something I should have kept to myself. But the dream was really sad. I woke up wanting to cry.

One crappy dream:

Dreamt that I was singing the Super Mario theme song with someone. I cannot remember who.



Song I Like #1

Don't Dream It's Over - Sixpence None The Richer

I don't really know what this song is about. But the random lyrics appeal to me. It's a cover version of the actual song by another band. I forgot which band that is, I've heard it before though. I prefer this version.

Labels: dreams, songs i like

Photos from yesterday:






Went out with these four:

From background to foreground: Felicia, Gabbie, Gregory, Darren Lee.

Other photos can be found at Gabbie's blog, she nabbed some from my phone haha. Lazy to upload.


Went shopping with Sally Chua today, she went mad LOL. Walked, talked, ate, gossiped, shopped! She bought a lot of stuff. On my way meeting her, my flats collapsed apart -_- Had to buy a new pair at Far East. The stuff at Topshop is so expensive :/ F21 was much better. But frankly I can't find much nice stuff from the F21 and Topshop at ION Orchard? Weird. BB bought a pair of sunglasses from F21. We went to Cotton On and bought the same dress =) When I came out from the fitting room after trying to dress on she asked me if it was nice and I nodded excitedly and she laughed. She paid for my dress. Thanks BB :)

Today was fun. Am tired. I forgot what I wanted to post about. Bye.



OH I REMEMBER NOW.

You may want to skip the following paragraph if you are a guy.

Had a look at the DKNY Be Delicious in Green Apple, and also in Peach Blossom. I didn't know which one to buy!!!!!! The one in Green Apple had a crisper, more fresh scent but it was rather flat. The Peach Blossom one smelled sweet and really nice but I was afraid that it would be a bit too over because what I am looking for is a sweet but crisp and fresh scent (lol which basically is a mixture of the two but it's not like you can mix them together). I didn't know which one to buy. The bottle was so cute too. The Peach Blossom one was more popular with the masses. But Megan is using the Green Apple one :/ I can't decide which one I want because both are equally appealing!!!!!!!

Labels: outings, ramblings

All you care about is your darling son. Lol.

You spend thousands of dollars on him for tuition, 也不见得他考得特别优秀. 随便你啦，你高兴就好 lor. Note: Jinjie did not have any tuition at all and he scored 260. And who was the one who called Jinjie a bad influence? Lol. More like your son's a bad influence on Jinjie.

You have high hopes for him all because the fengshui results show that he's going to have a beautiful future ahead of him. Sometimes I secretly wonder if you are just sticking to him because you believe he's going to strike it big in the future and you're going to live off him. (Sounds very evil, unlike something a mother would do but I can't help but think this way.)

I will be coming back on the 22nd and all you can think about is, that on that particular day, your son will be receiving his PSLE posting results.

As for how you treat me, I guess you have done adequately enough as a mother, however I just do not feel the emotional connection with you, please stop trying to force it out. Not gonna happen. And all because I refuse to go for a so-called moral/values class hosted by that cult you are in, I am, in your eyes, a rebellious teenager that is childish, juvenile, and completely incapable of thinking and making mature decisions.

I do not give a shit about your favouritism and particular liking towards your son. You refuse to admit it but the whole world can see it. And I don't think that you're blind to it, you are just adamant - completely unwilling to accept the inconvenient truth.

It is not like I am jealous about not being treated the way you treat him, and I don't feel inferior because you are lavishing more of your attention on him. "He's a problem kid, he needs someone to keep tabs on him all time lest he goes astray, he's clever but not putting his intelligience to full use..." I have heard all of that. I understand that you need to spend more time with him. So he will evolve into the genius you want him to be.

I am used to it because it's been so many years of favouritism. And please don't deny that you do not succumb to favouritism because 7 years back you'd told me while I was folding clothes with you that I was your favourite. Which I felt happy about, but guilty too because it was unfair to my siblings.

Aiya whatever la. You are my mother and you love me. I know that. You just love your son more lol. If not why would you call your son handsome when he has a major breakout? And my complexion is comparatively better but I'm being told by you that I'm ugly. Lol

Facial complexion is probably a very childish and superficial way to show that you are biased towards him. But whatever. Things go way deeper and further than that.




AND AND AND, I'm not angry or sad. Just felt like ranting.

Labels: ramblings

Today (or rather, yesterday), I went out with Gabbie, Felicia, Darren Lee and Gregory. DIDN'T KNOW THAT GREG READS MY BLOG, I'm surprised/amused/shocked/stunned/horrified/terrified/I'mjustrandomlyfillingadjectives. HI GREG!

Here to do another post about my friends, and then I'm going to sleep.

First up:



Name: Woo Cheeyuan
Aliases: Woo Chee, Ch'yuan
DOB: 7th November 1994
School: Bukit Timah Primary School, Fuhua Secondary School
Personality: Crazy and insane! Loud and funny. Hilarious. Nice =)

Cheeyuan was rather emo when I first got to know him. Initially I did not talk to him at all. I got to know him this year. In Term 1 we sat rather far apart and since there wasn't the need, we didn't talk. But it was damn funny, in Term 1 we went to the Chemistry Lab once and then there was the water-spraying incident LOL. Ms Lin punished him and Nickson - they had to hold up the water bottle containing distilled water with both hands up in the air HAHAHA. And Ms Lin would shout, "Not high enough, higher!!" LOL.

And then in Term 2 I moved to the side of the class. Cheeyuan sat in front of Zhixian and I, with Gekhooi. Eventually Gekhooi shifted to the front and Emelia took over her seat. Cheeyuan would call Emelia "Gorilla" and Emelia would always hit Cheeyuan LOL. It was funny to see them squabble and fight. Those were the good days. (Lol sounds so old)

He always screamed and shouted in class, and at random intervals. At the beginning of the year it was the "YEEHAW" fetish, he would make sounds similar to a horse galloping and then scream "YEEHAW" like, SUPER LOUDLY (amplitude = 100m). Sometimes he'd do it when I tell him to and I would laugh like mad. Then once, school was over and I was packing my stuff. Cheeyuan went out of class and down the corridor. A while later I could hear him scream "YEEHAW" from all the way down the corridor and I burst into peals of laughter.

There was another time Zhixian and I kept touching Cheeyuan's hair cos it was really soft. LOL. He uses Johnson Baby Shampoo HAHAHA. Cheeyuan extracted his teeth recently and one of the roots broke, he had to do a surgery. He got stitches and everything, man that must've hurt. Next week will be a replay... Lol. Good luck Woo Chee!

In conclusion (lol SS. Cheeyuan never does Mr Fong's homework until he definitely has to), Cheeyuan is a good friend and he always makes people laugh. He is also buay paiseh about a lot of things (I don't know why either). Like once I was messaging him and he suddenly said "As I am typing this now I am sitting on something called the toiletbowl..." Go figure.

I am only writing about two people today! The next person is someone important too.



Name: Fiona Loh Ke Yu
Aliases: I used to call her various nicknames. But I don't already and I can't remember them.
DOB: 9th April 1994
School: Keming Primary School, Fuhua Secondary School
Personality: Stylish, different, daring. A nice person at heart :)

Will never forget that Fiona's the one I dyed my hair with the very first time! It was a totally impromptu decision, we were talking about it in school/on the bus (cos we bought take 157) and decided to go ahead with it. We bought a bottle of dye at West Mall and then went over to her house to dye it. I was so afraid it'll be too brown and that we'll get caught in school the next day. But it was barely noticeable.

Besides the two piercings that girls usually already have, I went to get my third piercing with Fiona. That was when she pierced her nose. Leow Simin was there too, accompanying us. Back then, Fiona was always the one that was the most daring, amongst us all. We had so much fun in Sec 1, skipping class, talking back to teachers and everything. OH once, we had a triple period Science lesson, which we knew equated to total boredom. So Fiona and I decided to skip it, we went to the library and in the end the librarian wanted to go for lunch so he asked us if we minded staying there, and we said we didn't. So we got locked up there HAHA. We used the computers in the library and I blogged:

Thursday, July 05, 2007

Fiona and I are locked in the library.

We're supposed to be at the Science Lab having Science lessons, but we went to the library to print The Pen Awards Essay instead. Turns out that the bloody computer we turned on just can't even access to the Internet, hence I'm using a different computer. Hopefully it is connected to the printer, if not I'll have to go home and print it out instead, then bring it back to Mdm Rafidah. Which is stupid, no one even reminded me that I had to bring it. If they did, I would have already printed it. Darn.

It seems a bit scary to be locked in the library; it's so quiet. I mean, the library is supposed to be quiet, but ironically, our school library is never quiet. At least, I've never heard complete silence in here before. I thought I still had to speak softly, so that time when I played Scrabble in the library I was actually whispering to Xianyun. -.-"

Dammit, LEOW Simin just messaged me. She said that Mdm Shurtini found out that we were skipping her class. But she doesn't know who we (Fiona and I) are. Damn. But this library is acting as an adobe, an escape from the school. After all, it is locked. Only the librarian has the keys, and he is having his lunch downstairs in the canteen, I think.

Damn. I'm getting kind of scared. Hope she doesn't come. Damn damn damn.

I was freaking out but Fiona was totally calm back then. Hahaha back then, sometimes I'd wish I could be like her :) She's very 讲义气　you know. Once, a huge group of us were caught for skipping class and she stood up for all of us.

I also remember accompanying Fiona when she went for the model interview thing. And I met her mum and brother. Her mum treated me to ice cream. Actually, I remember a lot of things about Fiona.

Fiona is a great person. Because she really is :) Sadly we drifted apart in Sec 2. I don't really know why. There were a lot of misunderstandings. We don't talk much these days either. But Fiona is still a really important person to me :D (somehow... I don't know why either hahaha but yeah). There was a lot of bitching in Sec 1, and after Xianyun transferred, Fiona was probably the only friend I had in Fuhua that I was still rather close to? Until Elycia and Jayda started to hang out with us at the end of Sec 1.

Fiona!!! I hope you stay happy always :)

By the way, the photo up there of Fiona was taken last year. Granted, it's definitely not her best picture. She does not actually wear nerd specs like that. Nicer photos of her are available on her blog :)

Labels: friends

Was pretty bored, thought of doing this and then I got rather excited.

I spend a lot of time in my bathroom everyday. Lol. On average, I take at least 30 minutes to shower and everything. Most of the time I'm the only person in my family using this bathroom. Masaka (William) has also labelled my bathroom as my camwhoring studio, LOL. All right so here's a tour of the infamous camwhoring studio.

So when you step into my bathroom this is what you will see:




This is actually some fountain thing, but it's spoilt so my mum just dumped it there and decided to grow a plant there. So I use it to put stuff sometimes. For example if I need to apply serum to my hair but need to blow dry it first, I put the serum in one of the green pots. As you can see, my hair dryer is also in one of the pots. And I've put all my hair bands on the top at the biggest pot.

The chair at the side is used to hang my towel. When I bathe I also put my clothes there. The laundry basket is used to put all my dirty clothes.


Right next to their chair is the sink area and this row of drawers. And also a rack of plants belonging to my mum (but she doesn't really take care of them). On top of the drawers and on the sink you'd see all the products I use, lol. Which is a lot. I don't actually use all of them. And there's the mirror I stare into daily.


This is the shower area. I don't really use that bucket. But I use the rack used to hold it. All the products I use are down there. Shampoo (4 bottles omg), conditioner (2 bottles), body soap (2 bottles) and a bottle of facial cleanser. In case you were wondering, I don't actually use all of them. I just bought some of them but they weren't really suitable so I stopped using them and left them there.

Oh, and hanging on the wall is a scrub thing I use to exfoliate my skin.


And this is the toiletbowl lol. Nothing interesting about that. Except maybe the picture hanging on the wall.


This is the sink area and the top of the drawer, where I put all the stuff I use. I think I don't use one third of the stuff. On the top left hand corner you can see three pots of cacti, which I bought long ago and forgot about. And there are two clocks on the drawer top (both of which are not working - I didn't refill the batteries). I bought them so I can remember the date and time (the longer clock has this function that lets you see the date) but they haven't been put to use this year.


Here are some products I use:


This is the moisturizer I use. Initially I bought it because I'd thought it would work as a whitening lotion to lighten my skin tone. I'm unevenly tanned so I was trying to get rid of that. But it doesn't work that well for that purpose. Recently though, I have discovered that it works perfect if you have skin discolouration. Skin discolouration is when the wounds on your skin have heeled, and they're not indented or anything, but the skin colour looks darker. So applying this helps to lighten the skin, and the results are significant. I apply it after I shower in the evening and my skin always looks better the next day. Note: I don't use this on my face.


Hair oil from Lucido-L, a worthy buy. When I want to go out but my hair is in an unruly state, this is what I use. I wash my hair, then blow dry it and apply this. After that I straighten my hair using a straightener. I don't always use this, sometimes I'm lazy. But when I do it helps a lot. It's $16 I think? Very good for people like me who have dry/chemically damaged, or just horrible hair in general.


This is a small metal container I bought from Thailand that I use to store my clips, pins, rubber bands, ear sticks, etc. Lol there's a thumbdrive there, don't ask why. I just left it there and forgot to take it out. The two-pin plug is an extra one.


Here's the big ass clip I use to clip up my hair when I'm washing my face in the morning. I also use it to clip up my hair at home so my fringe doesn't fall over my face. Also, I use it to clip my hair up when I don't want to wash it. I've brought it along with me to camps and overseas trips. Somehow people always laugh about it because it's big. LOL. I don't know why. But I like to use it.



I'm done.


Replies to tags (I haven't done this in such a long time)

Lizheng: Cos that photo nice ma! Haha. Don't need wait, school reopen I will bring hagaos already. LIZHEN, WATCH OUT!

Darren Teo: No! Dunno why I'll dream of her haha.

Cheowyi: LOL. She not in Singapore now leh, maybe she went for holiday or something. Next year see her confirm from 2 rolls increase to 3 rolls again.

Cheeyuan: Hi!

Ben Chia: Lol. Whatever

Labels: personal

Fun talking to strangers.

Me: hello.
Stranger: hi
Me: where are you from?
Stranger: China
Stranger: and u
Me: oh sorry, i dont talk to people with lousy english

You have disconnected.

Have talked to people from England, US, Korea, Istanbul (Turkey), China (-.-), Portugal and a few more I can't remember. I added the guy from Korea but I don't think we are going to talk and I might delete him soon.

Goodnight.

Post note: Deleted the people I added cos don't feel like talking to them again.

Labels: ramblings

Am currently working on the design for the Orientation tee.

I'm so proud of myself, suddenly. LOL.


I just spent the last hour organizing my fonts and looking for a suitable font for the front part of the shirt. AND I'VE FOUND THE PERFECT ONE! I'm so happy.






Back to work.

Labels: ramblings

Yesterday:

Prefects meeting in the morning at 10 AM, for Orientation. I was late as usual, got there at 10.10 AM. Need to kick this habit of being late all the time. Talked and stuff, it struck me once again how much I had to do and how little time I had. A little bit stressed but didn't think too much about it, changed clothes, said goodbye to Jing Yong and went to eat prata with Jeslyn, Yi Lun, Hai Song, Brendan and Ben Chia. Ate and talked and told them stuff about Taiwan. Discussed Prefects' stuff. Left and went to Clementi, Yi Lun went along with me cos he had nothing to do.

Got to kbox, said goodbye to Yi Lun then went up. Sally came out and brought me into the room, Lizheng wasn't singing. Zhixian said "Hi" to me. As usual Kenny was the one getting high. I must commend Kenny and Lizheng though, for singing 梁山伯与茱丽叶 together:

Kenny： 我爱你, 你是我的 Tan Lizheng~ 我愿意变成你的 Chen Hong Hwee
Together： 幸福的每一天 浪漫的每一夜 把爱永远不放开 I Love You
Lizheng： 我爱你, 你是我的 Kenny Tan~ 我愿意变成你的 Chen Li Zheng
Together： 幸福的每一天 浪漫的每一夜 美丽的爱情祝福著 未来

And it was hilarious. Though it might not sound hilarious here. Anyway it was fun. Ate MOS for dinner, Kenny treated me LOL.

Now that I'm done recapping, here is what I really want to rant about:

I'm stressed, not incredibly stressed but still stressed. It's getting on my nerves. Just now I scrambled awake at 8.47 AM and immediately looked at the clock. Luckily, I'm not late. I've got tuition later and I'm supposed to wake up early. When I fell back into my bed the details of the dream I had was slowly dissipating but I tried holding on to the more memorable details and amongst them were:

1. Coach Zhang. CAN'T BELIEVE IT, why am I dreaming of her!!!!!!! And her maggie mee hair. In the dream she saw me, it was when school reopened and I'm in Sec 4. She saw me and said, "你是不是新的中一学生?" What the hell.

2. I dreamt that I was rushing through my proposals. Now I am feeling utterly stressed because the reality is, I've got tons of proposals to do for Orientation and I've got literally VERY LITTLE time (because I'm still going to Penang. There is Wifi there and I'm bringing my laptop but that probably means I'll still have to do my proposals there), and this fact is smacking me hard in the face. And I don't want to screw this up, I want Orientation to be great. Stupidstupid, I ought to get to work like NOW and stop blogging.

3. The Orientation tee. I have practically little, or no inspiration. Why are my creative juices not working? I am not particularly worried about the Orientation banner because that can be done when I'm back from Penang, banners don't take very long. BUT THE TSHIRTS. I need to come up with a design, liaise with the agent a few times, collect orders, submit the orders, etc etc etc. Not forgetting the fact that our agent is rather... Inefficient. Ben Chia had to call him again and again and again.

4. Homework! This I have not touched at all. The amount of notifications from Ace-Learning in my e-mail inbox is threatening. AND AND AND, I don't actually have all my homework because I didn't go for the last 2 days of Headstart, :/


TUITION SOON. Can't wait to see Rachel and Qilin.

Labels: outings, ramblings

In this post, I'm gonna talk about some of my friends. :)

First up,



Name: Tan Lizheng
Aliases: Lizhen
DOB: 8th February 1994
School: Rulang Primary School, Fuhua Secondary School
Personality: Guailan, but nice sometimes.

My first impression of Lizheng (as he should know) is a bad one. I heard of him before I got to know him. It was last year when the school sent some of the Prefects for some meeting because Mdm Oen was lazy to attend it. So as usual I was the only 2I3 person hanging with a lot of 2I5 people. And they struck up a conversation about their classmates, which I overheard.

Ben Chia: Who's the last in class ah? Is it Lizheng?
Haisong: Ya, it's Lizheng.
Ben Chia: HAHAHA I KNEW IT!

Hence from this I knew that Lizheng's results confirm 好不到哪里去.

So at the end of the year I got into 3S4 because I failed Maths, and I was extremely upset. What infuriated me even more was when I saw the list of people going to 3S4 - amongst them was Lizheng! And I knew his results were bad. I was thinking, "How can I possibly be in the same class as he is!!!!"

But okay, after getting to know him better this year, he is actually very nice :)

DESPITE THE FACT HE KEEPS SAYING I GOT HAGAO BIN. Wait I stuff his mouth with hagao!

It was fun going with him to HK, I sat with him during the Space Mountain ride. It was so much fun, we kept screaming and screaming. "1 2 3 HA GAO!!!" and not forgetting the memorable middle finger incident. LOL. Lizheng is nice! But still.. GUAILAN.

And next,



Name: Sia Chinkiat
Aliases: Jiejie, Nickwhore Emovil, Ah Kiat
DOB: 9th December 1992
School: Nanyang Primary School, The Chinese High School, Hwa Chong Junior College
Personality: Quiet, a little bit sarcastic sometimes. Good listener.

I got to know Ah Kiat during the Japan trip in June last year. I haven't talked to him in quite a while :/ The last time I did was the night before I went to Hong Kong. I haven't seen him for an even longer period of time, I think the last time I did was probably in the first half of the year. I hope you can come back for art soon! At least before you go for NS O:

Chinkiat's really nice, he always listens. He's a good listener, that's what I like most about him. I once went back to read my chat logs and I realised that I was actually an irritant/drama queen, but he seemed largely unfazed. He is a really great person :D

When we used to talk more, he said random stuff which always gave me a lot to think about. Aiya I don't know :/ It seems like there's nothing bad about him! (Even though I know there is.) And sometimes he's funny without noticing it. He's like a big brother to me, it feels like that sometimes :)

Finally:



Name: Felicia Sim Xin Yi
Aliases: 非礼蛇, Snake Molester, F, Fel, Feli
DOB: 11th April 1994
School: Zhenghua Primary School, Fuhua Secondary School
Personality: Crazy. HAHAHAHA. But okay I've got to admit she is caring and nice.

Well, Felicia claims that the first time I've talked to her ever was in the beginning of Sec 1. But I don't remember that :/ What I remember was at the end of Sec 1, when I accompanied Christine to go look for her in 1R5.

We got closer when we got into Prefects, we were in the same clique. The clique was huge back then but now.. :/ It's weird, like everyone's washed away and only a few are here to stay. Anyway, now there isn't really a clique anymore, amongst us.

Felicia is damn comical. I remember last year when Mdm Oen didn't let us go for the homestay in the Japan trip, all of us who were going for the Japan trip were not too happy about it. Christine, Yi Fang, Felicia and I were considering backing out of the trip because there wasn't any homestay. We were called to attend a meeting to hear the new plans for the trip. We were dubious but: once Felicia heard that we were going Kyoto, she squealed like mad and went, "Kyoto!!!!!! Okay I want to go already." LOL

If I were to write about Felicia it would probably take forever. Oh and at the beginning of this year we also cut bangs together. She looked great but I looked like shit. So much for pleasing/pacifying Ms Tan :/

We gossip together and we also diss stupid people LOL. So funny. She's emotional sometimes. She cried reading Harry Potter and when we were having an Exco talk. She is often laughed at for her height (or rather, the lack of it).

Felicia's currently in Thailand! Hello if you are reading this. Please don't kill me, I know as you are reading this now you are laughing hysterically. Spare the snakes there and don't molest them all right? Peihan is waiting right here in Singapore for you. LOLLLLLLLLL (Just kidding)

Hm, I think she's one of the people in school I spend the most of my time with.


This is pretty fun, I'll do it another time.

Labels: friends

Who are you, and what do you do that makes you think you're above me but have you walked in my shoes?

Labels: ramblings

Hi I'm back. I'm currently sitting on the bed with my hair wrapped up in an towel. Unglam, unglam!!


THE WORLD IS INFESTED WITH FLIRTS ALL OVER THE PLACE AND I REALLY CANNOT STAND IT, WALAO. AND I HATE HOW MUCH THIS IS ANNOYING ME.


Now that was completely off topic.


Anyway, I'm back! I'm currently sick. No mood to blog. BYE.

Labels: ramblings